Going into the shell...
All of us want to go into the shell once in a while. Why? Certainly a difficult question to answer. But then there are moments one just wants to be in shell forever, be in solitude and silence. A kind of feeling which is very difficult to describe.
Today was just like any other day and today again the feeling of getting into shell became stronger. A kind of desire to detach from everything around and get involved in oneself or something of that sort. It had happened before and it has happened again. Its like being a shellfish. The moment you open up, and the whole new world opens up for you, but at the same time you run into risk of getting hurt, getting pricked by sharp thorns.
Its always difficult to decide which is a better way. A dilemma where no choice is correct or right but either one make me repent. There are questions and more questions which follow them, but no answers.
There is just me and and my silence and the darkness within the closed walls, I can see a small opening from where rays of light are trying to get in and there is this struggle within me to decide, to choose a way ..
Today was just like any other day and today again the feeling of getting into shell became stronger. A kind of desire to detach from everything around and get involved in oneself or something of that sort. It had happened before and it has happened again. Its like being a shellfish. The moment you open up, and the whole new world opens up for you, but at the same time you run into risk of getting hurt, getting pricked by sharp thorns.
Its always difficult to decide which is a better way. A dilemma where no choice is correct or right but either one make me repent. There are questions and more questions which follow them, but no answers.
There is just me and and my silence and the darkness within the closed walls, I can see a small opening from where rays of light are trying to get in and there is this struggle within me to decide, to choose a way ..
posted by Aniket at 12:46 PM
2 Comments:
What do u when u get stuck in the shell, how can u get out?
Its like being in middle of a tunnel, at one end you can see a bright spot and the other end there is eternal darkness. The brightness starts fading as we try to get lost in the darkness. Its always about making choice! choosing darkness over light. 'Why should I do that?'. 'And what happens when I am surrounded by nothing but darkness?'.
First one I can't answer! and for second
I can think of 2 possibilities
1. Start searching for a new journey towards light, struggle, fight, repend for all the decision made. Run in all direction, hit against the walls , get hurt, get frustrated , be irrational, lonely and frustrated sole.
And the other option is to
2. Discover the brightness within oneself.
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